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Saved by the Dharma

Saved by the Dharma

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I devoured these books over and over, steeping myself in their teachings as I learned to sit.


Ten years ago I was in prison. I was very angry and blamed everyone else for my predicament. I harbored so much hate inside of me towards a person who I felt was responsible for my incarceration, in my mind the future had me committing a murder against this person. As surely as the sun came up every morning I knew this would be my future. To become a murderer. Every night as I fell asleep on my concrete bunk I would imagine every step I would take to avoid detection and be successful in this future venture.

Somehow I got my hands on two books by Lama Yeshe as well as a book by Venerable Thubten Chodron: Making Your Mind an Ocean, Becoming Your Own Therapist and Taming the Monkey Mind.1 Venerable Chodron’s words and Lama Yeshe’s teachings just made sense. I devoured these books over and over, steeping myself in their teachings as I learned to sit. Before long I was able to send love and compassion to the people I had been planning to kill. Can you imagine! I avoided becoming a murderer because of some worn little books that found their way behind barbed wire and into my prison cell! After being transferred to a different facility, a group from the outside led by Lama Pema befriended me as they made weekly visits to the prison facility. After five years of detention I was released and immediately went to Chagdud Gonpa Amrita and took refuge and received the name Padma Dorje from Lama Padma.

The same week that I met the Karmapa when he visited Seattle. It was just me, the Karmapa, Dzogchen Ponlop Rinpoche, and ten other people in the room at Nalanda West. One week later I met the His Holiness the Dalai Lama when he visited Seattle on his “Seeds of Compassion” Tour. I am truly blessed to have been put in prison don’t you think?

Thank you for all you have done for me. Thank you for helping me to avoid becoming a murderer.

K. W.

  1. Now republished as Taming the Mind

Venerable Thubten Chodron

Venerable Chodron emphasizes the practical application of Buddha’s teachings in our daily lives and is especially skilled at explaining them in ways easily understood and practiced by Westerners. She is well known for her warm, humorous, and lucid teachings. She was ordained as a Buddhist nun in 1977 by Kyabje Ling Rinpoche in Dharamsala, India, and in 1986 she received bhikshuni (full) ordination in Taiwan. Read her full bio.