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Transfer
by Bo Flack ©
I've been here for
ten day now, and it's really nice. It's so different--in fact, in
many ways it's the opposite--from where I was. There is such a positive
energy here, an agreeable vibe. I don't have to work at keeping
a positive attitude, it just is.
This is a "camp," which is what the B.O.P. (Bureau of
Prisons) classifies as a minimum security institution, and as such
there is very little supervision by guards. You are expected to
do all the things you're supposed to do, without fences, locked
doors, and guards messing with you all the time. To use the proper
prison slang, this place is "soft as cotton," and soft
is a good thing.
I was a little bit shocked when I arrived here.
People say, "Excuse me," and open doors for you. They
smile and say, "Good morning" and offer their help. They
don't look at you with contempt or talk bad to you. It's so different
here. The staff is very professional and helpful; they do their
jobs. It wasn't like that at the federal prison in the South. But
now Mississippi is behind me and the rest of my life lies ahead.
I have twenty more months to do before going home, and it will be
easy to finish my "bid" here.
It's not a struggle here to be positive; in fact, this is the happiest
I've felt in a long time. I know the physical environment shouldn't
have such a big influence on what's going on inside of us, but it
still does for me. Being oppressed with all the negative energy
that permeated the previous prison was difficult. It's amazing that
something so intangible can affect a person so much. Yet negative
and positive energy fields do exist, and given the choice, I will
always opt for the positive. What would the Buddha do? He would
probably take the negative place and try to make it better. Maybe
some day I'll be more like that.
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