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Lama Zopa Rinpoche Comments on Practicing
in Prison
by Bhikshuni
Thubten Chodron©
Thubten Chodron: Some of the inmates I write
to and visit participated in the Vajrasattva retreat while it was
going on at Sravasti Abbey.
Lama Zopa Rinpoche: There was one person I wrote
a long letter to. He was in line to be executed, but I heard it
was postponed for a year.
Thubten Chodron: I sent the letter you dictated
to him to the inmates I write to.
LZR: Its wonderful that many of them do
prostrations and a lot of practice. They have a great opportunity.
Its like doing retreat, strict retreat where you dont
see people.
Thubten Chodron: Except they do hear people.
Its very noisy in prison. One man who wrote us said he meditates
on the top bunk and the light bulb is about two feet from his head.
There are 300 other men in this dorm room and some of them are talking
and shouting while he is trying to do his meditation. But the inmates
are very determined in their practice despite these conditions.
LZR: They are so lucky. Those who are practicing,
who are able to accept the Dharma with open mind and practice it,
are so fortunate. Once they open their minds to Buddhism and engage
in practice, theyre liberating themselves from the prison
of samsara. Even they are physically in prison, in reality they
are going out of prison.
Thubten Chodron: This weekend Im going
to Cleveland. Ill teach at a Dharma center and will also visit
two prisons. At one of the prisons, there is a man who is in for
murder, and he wants to take refuge and the five lay precepts, so
were going to do the ceremony in the prison. Isnt that
incredible?
LZR: Thats great. Hes now reading
Dharma books? (TC nods) You corresponded with him before? (TC nods)
How did you first start writing to prisoners? Theyre in prison
already and havent met Dharma before, so how did it happen
that they met you and the Dharma?
Thubten Chodron: Sometimes I dont know.
Once I asked the very first man I corresponded with, How did
you get my address? He said he wrote a letter to about 25
Dharma centers asking for books and help with his questions, and
I was the only one who responded. He had kept a list of all the
centers he wrote to, but when he looked at it later, the center
that I was at wasnt on the list! So we dont know how
I got his letter.
LZR: Karma, karma.
Thubten Chodron: Another man said that his cellie
left a book behind when he moved, and a few years later he picked
it up. He didnt know anything about Buddhism, and it was a
Dharma book and inside was my address. So he wrote to me. I dont
know how other people get my address, Rinpoche. I never went looking
for them, but they come to me.
LZR: Good karma. Karmic connection. That shows
you have a karmic connection from the past. Somehow, in the time
they need help, they have the karmic connection to Buddhism from
the past. Since the karmic imprint is there, this is possible. It
happens because they have the karmic connection to Buddhism in the
past, and also they have karma with you and you have karma with
them. Because there is a karmic connection between you and those
people, theres also the possibility that Buddhas and bodhisattvas
use youthrough you they help them. So this is possibly how
they get engaged and practice Dharma. That imprint from the past
connected to Buddhism so that karma ripens in that situation. They
have karma with Buddhism and with you, so this how it works, how
it happens.
Thubten Chodron: If I can be of benefit to others,
then I am very happy.
LZR: Thats how they get help and you inspire
them to practice. That is great. Even they dont come out of
prison this life, their lives are meaningful. If they got out of
prison, theyd see that life outside is full of defilements.
People are so engaged in distractions boyfriends, girlfriends,
and many other distractions. Life outside is full of activities;
youre in the middle of all the distractions so its difficult
to continue to practice Dharma. Thats why people go to hermitages
or caves to discipline their mindsthose environments help
them to subdue their minds and thus theyre able to actualize
the path. Thats the purpose of a hermitage, monastery, or
cave. Here the difference is theyre in one big building and
theres a lot of noise, but otherwise its like a retreat
setting in the sense that they dont have all the distractions
that take people on the outside away from their Dharma studies practice.
Are inmates usually with just a few people?
Thubten Chodron: It depends. Each situation
is different. Some inmates are in an enormous room with 300 other
men, sleeping in bunk beds. When the officials want to punish someone,
they keep him in a cell by himself and he can leave it a few times
a week to get exercise for an hour. Some of those situations are
quite difficult. One man has only a small window in his room, and
its frosted, not clear, so he cant see outdoors at all.
In other situations, they may be in a cell with one other person.
LZR: Are there some men with emotional difficulties
who fight? Do they sometimes kill each other?
Thubten Chodron: Yes, prison can be a very violent
and dangerous place. Two weeks ago I visited an inmate in Illinois.
He told me that one day he was out on the yard. He was standing
and talking with a man he didnt know very well. They were
almost ready to go back in the building and a group formed around
them. Then, all of a sudden, one man came out of the group and stabbed
the man that he was talking to. (Rinpoche gasps and closes his eyes
in horror.) My friend told me that there was nothing he could do.
It was a gang related murder. When the crowd dispersed, my friend
was scared because he has seen the killing and knew who did it.
So his life was in danger. But fortunately, they didnt attack
him afterwards.
LZR: Did the man die?
Thubten Chodron: Yes, right there. Some of the
other men I write to have seen similar things and tell me how dangerous
being in prison is. There are many people there who are mentally
unbalanced and who are not receiving proper medical treatment.
LZR: What else?
Thubten Chodron: I put some of the inmates
writings on the website. They write about the Dharma and how they
practice. Since what they say is very good and others can learn
from it, I put it on the website. One day I got an email from someone
who wrote regarding one of the inmates whose writing are on the
website, Is this the same man who just took a guard hostage?
Why do you have such a persons writing on your website?
He was very angry. I went to the news and saw that, yes, the man
Id been writing to for some years had just taken a female
prison guard for about four hours. He wrote and told me about it
afterwards. At one point, she said, I have a family and dont
want to die. He said, Dont worry, I wont
hurt you. He told me that once he gave her his word that she
wouldnt be harmed, he knew he had to resolve the situation
peacefully. Eventually more guards came in, wearing armor and carrying
weapons, and he lay down and let them take him away. He didnt
hurt her. This man has a lot of mental suffering, but when hes
clear, he writes wonderful Dharma articles. So I wrote back to the
person who sent me the email and said, Everyone has Buddha
naturethe potential to become a fully enlightened Buddha.
This man is not his actions, and Im not going to abandon him
just because he made a mistake.
LZR: Did that person write back?
Thubten Chodron: No. Some of the inmates
storieswhat happens in samsaraare incredible. Sometimes
they tell me about their lives when they were children. Its
very sad because most of them came from homes where the parents
fought a lot or were separated. Sometimes their parents were alcoholics.
Very often they were beaten or badly abused as children. I think
of the men I know in prison and then think of children who are being
abused now, who will grow up, act out, and land in prison. I feel
very sad about this and wish something could be done to protect
these children. Some of the inmates really turn their lives around.
Rinpoche, what speaks loudest to them is bodhicitta. That is what
they love the most. The men who are ready to practice the Dharmaand
that certainly isnt everyone in prisonsay, Ive
done many harmful things in my life and now I want to do something
that benefits others. That they can be of benefit to others
is what is so meaningful to them.
LZR: That is wonderful. After what they did
on negative side, now they have similar potential to do the oppositeto
act positively, to bring happiness to others, to relieve others
suffering. They have the same potential but now theyre using
it in a different way, bringing happiness to themselves and others.
They see that they can do something else, and this is a wonderful
source of inspiration.
Thubten Chodron: Otherwise, if they only think
of the negative actions, people feel depressed. But now they see
that their lives are more than those actions they did in the past.
Now they think, I can do something good, something that benefits
others, and that makes my life meaningful.
LZR: If someone thinks only about their harmful
actions, they may feel theres no hope, that theres nothing
they can do. Im sure they dont allow inmates to have
weapons, but if they did, some of them, if they dont know
the Dharma, may commit suicide because they have aversion to prison.
Thubten Chodron: Some guys do succeed in getting
weapons. You can get weapons in prison and drugs in prison.
LZR: Really?
Thubten Chodron: Yes.
LZR: You mean in prison there is still the karma
to get drugs?
Thubten Chodron: Those who get off drugs and
alcohol in prison really want to stop, because they could still
get them there if they wanted. But they decide, No, Im
finished with drugs and alcohol.
LZR: Really?
Thubten Chodron: Yes, some of them do that.
Its wonderful.
LZR: Amazing. Its a great thing.
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